It Should Have Been Easy (Music: Nilsen, Words: Angelskår)
It should have been easy to walk away
goodbye to the scene
I wish you all the best
thank you for the music
some of it was great
dear friend, this is where it ends
it should have been easy
to let you go
I knew that you were trouble
walking through the door
I knew that you were just
what I’d been looking for
come on, just bring it on
I have songs in the air
I know just how they sound
but I cannot put them down
I used to want what you had
before you had control
before we all went gold
it should have been easy
to see the signs
but pride got in the way
and made me close me eyes
promises were made a late
December night
I thought; this time
I could change your mind
but there’s another life out there
another morning breeze
roaming through the streets
there’s that old white picket fence
and a house amidst the trees
a lie that she’ll believe
tonight I’m scared
alone and unprepared
tomorrow’s here
and I’m not ready
I used to want what you had
before you had control
before you let it go
and this emptiness you feel
I don’t know why it’s there
or how it came to be
there were days when you tried
when your face came alive
that fire in your eyes
and while we’re just passing through
you’re walking back and forth
looking for the door
I used to want what you had
before you had control
before we all went gold
and this emptiness you feel
I don’t know why it’s there
or how it came to be
Polaroids & Power Chords (Music: Widerøe, Words: Angelskår)
It doesn’t happen very often but she called you up today
and asked you out for lunch and catching up
she still lives her life in London, but she thinks of coming home
wondering who’s around and who’s not
there’s a picture of you from the Moscov underground
just before the union collapsed
you’re playing Lennon-songs with power chords for the people passing by
still thinking you could change the world, perhaps
your wife is off at sunrise and works till late at night
still busy chasing someone else’s dream
it doesn’t make her happy, but it keeps her occupied
now you’re sorting out which memories to keep
it doesn’t happen very often but sometimes you need more
so you buy a pair of shoes or a watch you can’t afford
you leave the house at midnight and just drive until you are bored
and now you’ve started waiting for a call
when going through your drawers, you find that wallet tucked away
with a polariod from a phone booth in Berlin
she waves at the photographer with a flyer in her hand
so happy to be part of something real
Julia Jacklin’s Voice (Angelskår)
Your smile and I we’re both trying
to forget how good it makes me feel
Oslo is cold, this time of year
but the snow that fell today it won’t last a week
it melts in puddles around your feet
my record player spins too slow
fucks up Julia Jacklin’s voice
I leave her on, we both like her songs
and we’re not going take that trip to Thailand
not as long as your grandma is still sick
and me and my Mom we don’t get along
and I no longer know what to save you from
so don’t go there
don’t ask me to recognize what we had
I don’t need you to care
you used to be so good at being bad
you used to prefer unhappiness to me
you think of nothing, you’re at ease
you’re the light between the trees
I’m the sky about to rain
I’ve always wondered how you do it
how you keep my love alive
it just goes on like nothing’s changed
just like a kid that won’t behave
I put the Everly Brothers on
I need «Cathy’s Clown» to fill the room
just untill you’re gone
we don’t talk much, we never do
it’s kind of nice not having to
just until it’s not
you tell me something I should have known
don’t go there
don’t ask me to recognize what we had
and don’t disappear
you used to be so good at being bad
you used to prefer unhappiness to me
It Doesn’t Matter, It’s Ok (Angelskår)
I was always able to find a way
to get things done
before she came
I’d go for a run and clear my head
these days I lose my breath, just turning around in bed
if I come out the other end
I’m going to need a friend
I was always told to do my best
without too much fuzz
to be someone you could trust
I wish I knew just what she wants
for every move she makes I’m looking for a cause
like the universe will have to adjust
to what she does
it doesn’t matter what I do
it doesn’t matter what I say
it doesn’t matter what I thought we could be, it’s too late
if she’s not going to wait
I always thought I was someone else
someone good
I was never this afraid
my heart it won’t listen to my head
me, I keep repeating what I should have said
I’ve always known how to turn a phrase
when it’s too late
it doesn’t matter what I do
it doesn’t matter what I say
it doesn’t matter if I turn up too late, it’s ok
if she’s not going to wait
Clouds Let Them Come, Rain Let it Fall (Angelskår)
The stains in the carpet, the mud on my shoes
the fear in her eyes when I entered the room
did we talk, should I listen to that voice from below
I swear she was here just a minute ago
that’s what losing sounds like
I’m not dreaming, am I
I dial her number and send out a spark
my fingers remember and so does my heart
does it hurt like it did, does it sting like before
I can’t feel my feet as I am crossing the floor
I try not to wonder about where you are
did I leave you alone out there in the dark
falling out of a dream
thought I’d thought of everything
falling out of a dream
I wish I was lost, but I know what I’m looking for
I’m looking for home in the deep of the night
I picture your house around Christmas time
I was never going to stay, I was only passing through
of course these things they’re never up to you
where are you going tonight
there’s no moon, no stars in sight
just tell me you’re fine, that we’re doing alright
don’t make me wait for your call
as I pray to be done with it all
the clouds - let em come, the rain – let it fall
a cheap, light summer dress,
the smell of her hair against my chest,
that song on her lips, those lies in her eyes
they’re as lovely as they’re unkind
a forest lies thick in front of me
I have miles to go before I sleep
where are you going tonight
there’s no moon, no stars in sight
just tell me you’re fine, that we’re doing alright
don’t make me wait for your call
as I pray to be done with it all
the clouds - let em come, the rain – let it fall
The Singer (Angelskår)
You always keep me waiting
one foot out the door
and you refuse to let me know
just who you are
and who you were
before you took me on
you leave before I wake up
you text me when I call
and you refuse to let me know
just where you are
and who you’re with
while I’m on my own
a little black cloud in a dress
a litlle black cloud in high heels
and though you’re showing me the steps
you never dance for me
but I’ll come back to you
like I always do
I’ll come back to you
you ask me to be patient
but you don’t know what it means
to hold on to anything
I don’t why I let you do these things to me
as I watch you sleeping
I still wonder who you are
and who you dream about tonight
if you’re alone, if you’re still stoned
if you remember why
and that song you so believe in
it should be in a different key
and those words you keep repeating
is an apology
saying: I’ll come back to you
like I always do
I’ll come back to you
Hey Sister (Music: Nilsen/Angelskår, Words: Angelskår)
It’s not what I regret, but what I am able to forget
here and now is all there is to me
it’s not because I try, it’s not a helpful little lie
but it’s why I never paint from memory
hurry! you say, but what if we just wait
what if we forget about today
I don’t need to be right, but if you let me try I might
and tomorrow always seemed the better place
hey sister
if I can’t find a way to clear the air
that’s when I disappear
hey lover
when you’re cuddling me in that Hollywood-kind-of-way
that’s when it’s too late
you too, you got restless on your own
you used to play with me, but then I broke
I heard you found another friend and should you mess things up again
there is always some relief in giving up
hey sister
if I can’t find a way to clear the air
that’s when I disappear
hey lover
when you’re cuddling me in that Hollywood-kind-of-way
that’s when it’s too late
The Fog Has Lifted (Music: Angelskår, Words: Angelskår/Lyseid)
Your room is a time capsule where nothing ever changes
I have this urge to move things around
I leave the windows open, and pretend the fog has lifted
cause last night I tore your posters down
you gotta let them go
those empty stars
there’s nothing there
behind their camouflage
they’re all grown up now
just like you
out looking for jobs
that they can hold on to
I met your friend I can’t recall his name he wears a trenchcoat
still got that diamond in his ear
down by the gym, I was about to go in, that’s when he asked me
if you still sometimes come back here
you gotta let that go
those smalltown stars
they still parade
the same old boulevards
you got to let it slide
find another way
and don’t you listen to me
I’ve had my say
the beach is empty, and there’s nothing on downtown
people tend to stay inside these days
you should call your Mum and let her know that you’re alright
you know how she worries when you’re away
they still play your song on the radio
the one you did with Claire
before you let her go
it's good to hear your voice
and if I had to lie
I'd say I do prefer her on the other side
your room is a time capsule where nothing ever changes
(Looking for) Truth in the Vocal Booth (Music: Nilsen/Angelskår, Words: Angelskår/Lyseid)
Fifteen and wide eyed
Flew to Cleveland on my own
Met my buddy Brandon on the ground
Guns ‘n’ Roses
I bought their tape down at the mall
Just two weeks after it came out
But B, said listen here is a song
With a different mood
It wasn’t Motley or Aerosmith
But some english dude
It sounded sweet, it sounded rude
Strangeways here we come
I am such a phony
I always claim this is who I am
Until I find another you
I gave up skating
Looking for truth inside a cave
Surfing the new wave, all I know is don’t know nothing
What I am is what I am
Are you what you are?
I’m no bohemian like her
Me, I try too hard
Thought I loved her voice
Thought I loved her wit
Still I only sang that guitar
I’ve been listening to singers all along
Looking for truth in the vocal booth, and heaven knows I’m miserable now
When words can’t tell you who you are
When you’re running out of choices
You don’t need the voices
Just the weep of a guitar
I keep getting younger
Man I used to be so old
At least sometimes that’s how I feel
I miss Van Halen
I miss the fun, I miss the girls
And I don’t care if it’s not for real
Things just haven’t been the same
Since that suicide note
I don’t want a peek backstage
I want to get the joke
So while you burn out - I fade away
Into the days that used to be